I am not that complex ! but still i think that there are very little people who can actually understand me...
I DOn`t knw how to define my self ... some people say i am too complicated, some say i am the easiest person to understand, some say that i am just always simply depressed and love staying like that ! may be all are true in there own perspective coz i think i am different for different people ... there was a time ... when i used to be the same for everyone but then some body told me *Ubaid u can never be same for different people* so since then trying to keep that difference ...
I consider one line which i belive is true in my case ... coz people proved it for me !
"I AM THE EXCITEMENT OF A NEW FOUND FRIEND, YET I'M THE REGRET WHEN IT COMES TO AN END"
rest u can judge about me by experience !!
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blurts.
1.
'cuz my skin's not the color of ivory,
maybe caramel, mocha...a little ebony.
i'm not the average plain jane who'll break your heart.
2.
...
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Its hard to look for jobs with the only goal in mind - money.
Harder when you realise all your experience is in a field you can't apply for - cause you can'...
Things my family tease me about..
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-My clavicle sticking out..
-The shape of my face which is often associated with mango
-My wrist being too small
-My pinky being smaller than my 8 years o...
HAPPY TOO TOO
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oyeeeeeee maraaaaaaaaaaa
happy birthday batameez ghoriiii. love you soooooooooooo much. i'm so sorry
for being broke, werna koi acha gift he day daiti. bla...
Learning
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After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and
chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company
doesn’t...
Hypnotize.
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I wonder how it feels to be hypnotized.
I don't think I could ever let myself be so susceptible to someone.
My department is thinking of calling a hypnotist ...
Of A Memory I Can't Place.
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And no one got married that warm summer night. No happy brides bound
themselves to flighty lovers, girls made no indifferent vows to men who
loved them mor...
Oopsi.
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I seriously have a Big mouth.
It was break and a bunch of me and my friends we're still in class. Since
we're not allowed to stay in class at break time, a ...
PPB, BCG and WTF.
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This is a tri-part post. All three abbreviations lacked the due coherence I
wished they’d had. PPB: You know how our grandparents were fond of having
more ...
thewarrantycard
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Decision made.
I'm having a new blog, and it's all ready.
I guess this will be the last post here?
We'll meet at thewarrantycard, kays?
Relink me. ^^
l ...
terrified
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i miss you and it gets worse everyday. my heart so cold and hands so numb, i
click delete but then repeat because these small and simple words mean a lot
w...
Cream puffs
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So yeh I had this craving for baking I kept thinking what should I cook or
bake. I am not really into baking but I enjoy cooking. So I decided why not
bak...
Much hurt.
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*It dawned upon me so late…so late…that at the end of the day, it’s barely a
few who stay. Most of them leave as the sun sets…with the brightness of the
da...
Tangle
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When we were young it was lot easier. Nothing had to have a reason and logic
tagged to it. Things get a lot more complicated as we grow old and a whole
new...
The Happy Ending
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The beauty of these music videos we watch and the cute romantic movies we
like to go see, is that at the end of the three minute video or a two hour
movie,...
TrippingFest
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Fawesomest iTouch app ever. (ohyea… forgot to tell you, I bought myself an
iTouch. For my birthday. ) Made these with TrippingFest 2: Will write
prop...
Where's the Kaboom? Seriously, where?
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Nope, nah. In no way is letting the crescendo of writer blocks gonna help my
page refresh with some new wordy grub.
So How about I start off by ranting abo...
How to disappear completely
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In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
That there
That's not me
I go...
(sh)it happens
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A few days ago, I got a call from my Internet Service Provider. The guy told
me I had been using Federal Investigation Agency's account for the last two
mo...
Shaadi: Life Ki Barbaadi!
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Mom: ” I have decided that you will be married next year so if you like any
girl, let me know by the end of this year. I have talked to your father and
he ...
change is good…
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he was alone in his room wondering what he has done for himself. He lit a
ciggerate and lost in smoke he tured the music on. For this time He wasn’t
in thi...
Losing A Friend..
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Something has happened to you, dear friend, You used to be yourself and now
you pretend, To be someone else… someone untrue.. I wish you would tell
me…wher...
He was just …………
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I think I was wrong.
Then.
When I went out of my way to love a man who was never my destiny.
Yes I was wrong then. Maybe I am still wrong.
But I have rep...
my clever gora saab
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With Lahore under the shadows of blasts, the night was spent worrying about
relatives living near the terror zone and changing channels to see and hear
the...
Baby steps on broken toes.
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Because we died once. Resurrected by sheer will-power or, perhaps, by
another cosmic change in God’s mood. I refuse to question the ‘why’ behind
the alteri...
Embrace your inner girl
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I don't want to say much before you see this.
I'm sure those of you familiar with Ted Talks have possibly seen this, and i
saw it a while ago too.
but i j...
*For You & For Me*
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Darling you, I adore thee
So I wrote you a love song
The only one I've ever written
I hope the wind brings it to you soon
Perhaps tonight or post sun rise
I ...
Love's gonna bring you down!
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It’s late and I haven’t been able to fall asleep. I know I’ve been away for
quite some time but all of a sudden I had this uncontrollable urge to blog.
Thi...
Ten Tips on How to Choose Your First DSLR Camera
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The very first time that I held an SLR camera was when I was 16. It was my
father’s Pentax, a very handsome film SLR camera. It was an expensive
hobby, s...
T3Rry's Request.
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Hey, here's your request, i'm really sorry i couldnt make it as you desired.
but the reason is that, i'm not getting any good ideas these days and ubaid
is...
-shine
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..will not force to shine.
I'll shine when it's time to shine.
I've just started school -here in Korea. I am now an official 10th grader
woo hoo.. great....
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Exhausted.
Been reading about Monica Lewinsky obsessively, instead of studying, and
watched Michelle Pffeifer's White Oleander thrice. I can't tell the
di...
I am a fish inside a fish tank
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My story begun in the muddy waters of Amazon. I didn’t like my first home
inside a small shell. I always thought about what’s outside that shell? Will
I be...
Followers
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You guys, you know, YOU awesome people, YOU, my followers, are brilliant :)
And I love EVERY single one of you, whether you comment, silently stalk or just ...
Hm?
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Grey like the sky, pouring my heart open to you as the rain. I thought you
were going to love me forever, I thought you were going to love me for a
little ...
Ufone's Background Music
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A few days back I tuned in the radio for some news update. In the next 10
minutes, I heard this of Ufone's new service's ad for around 15 times from
all t...
Blue...Snuff
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Well last week was bad... i did something i shouldnt have done... Any nobody
would do and some people wont even think of it but i did it... Which sucks
alo...
Blah blah blah
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It's funny how everything in my house is falling apart one by one. Funny,
but also slightly unnerving.
Our computer table has been broken for a long time n...
A haze
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A gentle breeze caressing my cheeks, The ray of sunshine warming my face
Peace I sought for so many a week As I battled through my life’s race. A
small voi...
Valentines Day.
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Valentines day is too urgh.. and yes urgh describes it all, i'm not a fan of
valentines day, i've never really been a fan of valentines day. You don't
need...
❄ The Winters ❄
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Been months since I updated the blog. Life in London takes a U-turn in
winters. AT least I don’t feel like going out much. Its chilly and its cold.
But th...
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i know haven't posted in a while.to be honest i didn't know what to
post.....
being close to death made me think
its NOT easy to die..we all think it is ...
Jo unke dil meN hai fehrist jaan niSaaroN ki..!!
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Woh apne pesh-e nazar ehtram rakhthe the kabhee woh hum se dua aur salam
rakhte the woh aaj rahte haiN har lamha beKhabar mujh se. jo mere ruKh pe
nazar su...
Pink Loves Brown - Part II
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She was hurrying back home as fast as she could. It was a tiring day and all
she wanted was to catch up with her bro. It had been days since the little
mee...
Me and 2010 has arrived
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Alhumdulliah! I am back from the holy trip of HAJJ 1430. It’s been around 15
days i have came back but i am so busy these days in attending guests,
collect...
Death of this blog
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UPDATE: after some requests I’ve decided not to actually close this blog
down, but leave it up for people to look through and laugh and smile and
maybe sen...
Everythings Fair in love and war?
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Sadly, something happened this holiday season. A guy with some sweet wit
thought it would be a brilliant idea to lighten up this holiday season not
with a ...
The farewell post explaining the last one
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So, yeah sorry folks but i can’t blog anymore so my darling organised chaos
is going into the history of deleted blogs in wordpress. This is just to say
th...
Bye Bye
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Yes the Topic seems sad, and it is really sad for me that Im shifting back to my homeland. Going back to Pakistan isn't the saddest part but leaving everythi...
Knock.
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Your arms wrapped around me, so warm, so right.
Your absence leaves me cold & wanting so much more.
The moonlight lit the night with such intimate details, ...
40. The Phoenix
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Pre-script: Hi there! These are confessions of mine, Angie, a good girl gone
bad (gone good now). The numbered series, such as this, is about various
circu...
Screaming my head off
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First of all *THANK YOU* to everyone who expressed their concern for my
health! I am as fit as a fiddle now, whatever that means.
Still jumping up and down...
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Almost all my life iv spent making others happy. When I was in school I made
my friends happy. I spent two tryings trying to make him happy. And now Im
try...
The real world
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“Today you’re finally ready for your first assignment. I’ve taught you all
that I know. Now make me proud."
He just nodded.
"I have faith in you, son. May...
Malik Ji :P
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When I thought to write about him, our first conversation came to my mind. Yes, it was one of the most awful conversations of my life, No kidding. I had deve...
PHP:some precautions
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Avoid time() function Type: Performance Use of $_SERVER[‘REQUEST_TIME’]
Rather then calling time(), use $_SERVER[‘REQUEST_TIME’] It Provides a
timestamp, w...
I have been an ASs
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For the past 18.16 years because when ur caught up with the small things u
loose everything else. It happened with me. And I talk insane shit
Hell Yeah !!
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Here its the i-phone ...
So i am sittin down here and thinkin what the hell shall i write about, and
then comes to my mind the i-phone. Thats one hell of...
o_0 Wooooops!
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Oh my God! Who says life in Pakistan is *not* busy? Darn! I'm like TOTALLYbusy these days. But
*aik baat tu hai yahan logoon k pas BOHAT faltoo* time *hai m...
Happy Birthday Keshi
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I thought i wouldn't blog again. Not for another four five months maybe. But
this girl deserves a post to honour her. I didn't know it was her birthday
ac...
Inspired by…
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…bollywood actress Aishwariya Rai in “Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam” when Salman
Khan is coming to learn classical music from her father and she has to give
her r...
A sudden emotion....
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*everytime you look at me..... it takes my breath away.... i am swept off my
feet when i hear your voice.... and everytime i look into those soft twinkly ...
Death Inside Us
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*Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies
inside us while we live.
"Norman Cousins"
This quote has triggered million disturb...
meray mehboob tujhay meri mohabat ki kasam
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this is one of the songs my mother used to hum when she'd be working around
the house. and sometimes my father would help her around the house and hum
with...
There is hope and there is not
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Second visit to Shaukat Khanum Cancer Hospital and Research Center and first
radio therapy session will be today. They are not sure, or perhaps I am not,
b...
Chiken a la Carte
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http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte Chicken a la
Carte : Director: Ferdinand Dimadura | Genre: Drama | Produced In: 2005
Synopsis:...
TV Ban!
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Daddy is feling un-loved so has banned the TV. this is because he think we
pay more atttention to it than to him! Cuz he watches urdu chaneels so w go
upst...
the question is not y but y not…..
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ok im gnna lay it down cleary and simply.this post is gnna highlite what
fucktardic actions iv been involved in fot the past couple of weeks and how
i trie...
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